I saw that smile again. Why I had to come to this stage that I had to envy some poor soul? The unfortunate one as I often thought of
him just had a fall, breaking his leg. He had also lost his
father few weeks ago. Here I was having everything in life a man would want. It
just didn’t add up. I had a great family, a booming business and also good
health to boast with but deep down I was depressed. Why?
Truth be told, many times I was tempted to ask him but ego
stopped me. Perhaps I was afraid to approach him for some ‘unneighbourly’
things I had done. I didn’t even offer help when his father passed away. Even
though he was poor, his wife even at times gave us some fruits whenever there had
some extras. But I got no time for them, because I didn’t want to lose time
mixing with poor people. My business had taken most of my time, eating even
into my family’s life.
My mind was preoccupied with all the farm workers, making
sure they worked and oh, the financial part of the business, no one could get a
single extra dime from me. Lately, I had been drinking and feasting, mixing
with some tax collectors, wanting to gain some favours from them. My wife might
not know but I had started fooling around with women with all my accumulated wealth.
It just drove me crazy to see the glow in this man. Was not
happiness found in wealth as I always had thought? How come it was not? To make
matter worse, this guy next door constantly ‘knocked’ on my conscience door of
my heart. Yes, I did cheat a little in my business but wasn’t that the norm? It
didn’t fit at all to whatever I was having in life. This family had almost zero
in terms of pleasure but they seemed to enjoy life.
I had had enough. As I was thinking hard, a voice spoke, “Good
Day! Gordon!”
“Ehhh, Good!” I replied in haste. He stood there smiling as
usual. “That rotten smile again!” I thought to myself. “Can I ask you a
question?” I put my anger to good use. “What makes you….happy?” I asked, drowning
my ego for the time being.
“God!” he answered. I froze in his one word answer. “Okay. I
got to go. See you around,” I quickly turned away from this guilt-ridden
conversation. As I walked just a bit, he shouted, “Will you like to go to Olive
Avenue for a meeting with a Man who claimed Himself to be God this evening?” I
stopped. “Huh?”
I walked on without looking back. I had heard of that Person
who had healed many sicknesses and diseases. It was like unheard of miracles
being performed by Him. “Why not?” I whispered softly to myself.
The crowd was unruly as I arrived to the venue to meet with
this Man, many claimed to be the Messiah who was to come. Everyone just wanted
to get a glimpse of Him. From afar, I
saw Him. This Man had even a greater glow than my neighbour next door.
And then
he spoke.
"Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the
kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. Blessed
are the meek, for they will inherit the earth. Blessed are those who hunger and
thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled. Blessed are the merciful,
for they will be shown mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see
God.”
When He paused, the one word, “God” rang in my ears like a
bell. My heart felt like exploding inside, so much of guilt and shame stirring
within. Then I saw him. My neighbour, Timothy knelt with his hands raised. I
saw tears flowing freely. It was not sadness but a life that filled with the joy
of God. Did he see something I didn’t?
Then I turned to look at Jesus. His eyes
locked mine. At that moment, I was repentant and for the first time, I felt
pure! I knew what happiness really was. That day, an encounter with Jesus
changed my life forever. I saw what Timothy saw. God!
No other values of Christianity have been challenged so
strongly, passionately and subtlely than purity. What was being considered promiscuous
behaviours twenty years ago are now accepted in today’s society. Although no
Christian is perfect in purity, God desires us to walk with a clear conscience.
He loves all of us to have healthy relationships, first with Him, then with everyone.
Jesus Himself simplifies the complicated 613-law system of the Jewish people
into two relationship laws which sum up all the laws and regulations the Old
Testament writers speak about.
(Mat 22:37-40) Jesus
replied: "'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your
soul and with all your mind.' This is the first and greatest commandment. And
the second is like it: 'Love your neighbour as yourself.' All the Law and the
Prophets hang on these two commandments."
In another place, Jesus emphasises good relationship as he
speaks these words below...
(Mat 7:12) So in
everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up
the Law and the Prophets.
We live in a broken world! So common today to see and hear
of broken relationships and of dysfunctional families everywhere. To make
matter worse, we have the Hollywood movies, TV shows and product advertisements
suggesting young people to live life free. Do whatever you want as long as you
don’t harm anyone.
Blessed are the pure in heart for they will see God. To see
God means to experience the reality of God every day. A truly happy and fulfilled
life knows that God is with us. That God is pleased with us. Peace and joy
flood our inner being every day. In contrary, people with impure heart live
with shame and guilt. They always play the guessing game not knowing whether
God accepts them or not. Their conscience pricks them throughout the course of
the day. If their hearts are not settled, eventually they will go from bad to
worse. The Bible even said that these people’s consciences can be seared (1 Timothy 4:2).
They would go on living a lie.
To be pure needs determination. It is hard. However, we are
not without help. The Holy Spirit resides in a Christian and those who
keep in step with Him, will grow the fruit of the Holy Spirit.
(Gal 5:22-23) But the
fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness,
faithfulness, gentleness and
self-control….
Next: Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called
sons of God (Mat 5:9).
http://psbible.blogspot.com/2012/08/blessed-are-peacemakers-for-they-will.html
http://psbible.blogspot.com/2012/08/blessed-are-peacemakers-for-they-will.html